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16/08/2008 Sadness Overwhelms MeI'm feeling sad today. I don't know what it is. I feel like there are very few people on my side, and although I know this not to be true, that doesn't mean it doesn't feel that way. I'm sure you know the feeling I'm talking about. Some friend will say some offhanded remark and you take it the wrong way. They don't mean to hurt your feelings and probably didn't even realize it at the time, but it happens all the same. Or someone you are close to doesn't care to hear what you have to say, doesn't have the time to talk about things you need or want to talk about, or even if they have the time and make it, you can tell that they are disinterested or would rather not be involved in the conversation. There are the people who have unrealistic expectations of you to add to your unrealistic expectations of yourself. There are the drunk people singing at the top of their lungs in the next room who will probably wake you up again tonight when they come home from the bar. There is the person you are missing who gets you, but is unavailable at the moment and it makes you lonely. The feeling that everything is wrong, despite the fact that you know you have so much to be happy about and it's only a passing bad mood, that you can't shake. It's the opposite feeling of "everything is right in the world." I would love to have that feeling right now. How long will it last this time? Comments (1)
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