12/7/2007
So, I was listening to John Mayer [because I love him], and for the first time I noticed how perfectly his song described how I feel about my life. And I mean, word for word [minus the part about me having an apartment...and driving down specifically '85'... and Georgia, since I don't know one ha ha, but I'm sure you can use your imagination/common sense to figure it out]. So here is a little insight into who I am, courtesy of John Mayer:
I am driving up 85 in the kind of morning that lasts all afternoon, just stuck inside the gloom. 4 more exits to my apartment but I am tempted to keep the car in drive and leave it all behind.
Cause I wonder sometimes about the outcome of a still verdictless life. Am I living it right? Am I living it right? Am I living it right? Why Georgia, why?
I rent a room and I fill the spaces with wood in places to make it feel like home, but all I feel's alone. It might be a quarter life crisis, or just the stirring in my soul.
Either way I wonder sometimes about the outcome of a still verdictless life. Am I living it right? Am I living it right? Am I living it right? Am I living it right? Why Georgia, why?
So what, so I've got a smile on, but it's hiding the quiet superstitions in my head. Don't believe me when I say I've got it down.
Everybody is just a stranger but that's the danger in going my own way. I guess it's the price I have to pay. Still "everything happens for a reason" is no reason not to ask myself... Am I living it right?
So there ya have it. Pretend he says house instead of apartment and change the highway to 74 and it's all true. I have a strange affinity for the name Georgia and I think that this song may be part of the reason. I also correlate it to the fact that Gone With the Wind was/is one of my all time favourite movies and Scarlet is from Georgia..lol.
<3 sandy
12/5/2007
hey there,
i just wanted to let you know that i love you. whoever you are. i do. i just thought you should know that; someone loves you, no matter how it may feel sometimes.
<3 sandy
